Hi its really been awhile since my life update. Wondering if anyone ever look at my blog and wonder what been going on in life, my life i mean.
Eleh ingat kau hot sgt ke aina? Blah ah 💁💁 haha
So i am currently looking for a new job. A job where i can easily perform my prayer, without the need to go out from office. A job where i can eat snack without nobody staring looking at me, saying 'lapar ke?'. Dah aku makan aku lapar la. A job where i can wear sweater 24/7 without no one questioning 'sejuk ke?'. Dah aku pakai sweater aku sejuk la jangan acah acah tanya aircond dah boleh slow sikit k? And a job where i can wake up in the morning and feel happy going to work, not that lazy feeling every morning i get whenever i woke up to work. A job where i can have a nice chat with my officemate, not the kind of chat i have while pretending doing my work. A job where i have things to do and like what i do, not the kind i have no more work and i dont know what to do but have to pretend i have sooooooo many things to do.
Bukan la aku tak bersyukur dgn kerja yg ada, cuma nya bila sampai 2 meja kau kena jaga, bila sorg tak dtg tambah lagi satu meja. Boleh je nak settle meja satu satu tp kalau satu hari settle satu meja, esok meja lain dah bertambah benda nya. Dgn lepasni software baru aku pening la. Dgn bos kau bagi tekanan mental dkt kau. Pressure la sikit kan. Astaghfirullah.
Tu la aina, dulu taknak belajar betul betul, dah tak ingat apa yg belajar. Orang nak ambil kau keje pun takut tau tak aina? Tanya semua nya taktahu.
Aku ni ada satu masalah. Aku nak berkawan mmg takde hal, tp nak communicate benda benda formal ni mmg aku tak reti 😔😔
Ada tips?
#kbye